Light yourself on fire

I have been spending some serious time reflecting over the past week ...wait 39 years actually. For those who know me, or have spent time with me, clients and friends, you all know how deep I can get. I love nothing more than the feeling of Gaia coursing through my veins, supporting my clients in their discovery process of authentic self and watching as women finally connect into their truth and hold their power.

On the opposite side of the coin, I can be a total goofball, loud, flirty and completely free with not a “flock” to give type of chick.

Here’s what I discovered this past week; I am being way too serious way too often. I take my roll in the world as the meatsuit named Christine very seriously. I am very aware of what energy I offer, I am very aware of how my words affect my clients and my loved ones (which let’s be real, I love you all so madly). I have this habit of being no-thing, stopping it all, reflecting and I realized this week that I was afraid to bring all of me to the world. Like somehow humour and F-bombs aren’t spiritual or don’t belong in my role of being a Freedom Mentor. #redonk right? How was I teaching freedom if I was holding back the very thing that literally is my humanness?

What if, I am already the best version of myself? Ego, daydreams of unicorns and all? What if the amount of times I drop the F-bomb, the amount of Chardonnay I drink and the amount of sex I crave was actually already the best version of myself? What if that applied to you as well? What if, holy damn, you are and have always been the best version of you? Well that takes a lot of pressure off now doesn’t it?!

I have had this knowing that I can’t and won’t offer up anything other than what I am, my transparency is needed. We, as a collective try so damn F-bomb hard to show the world the good stuff about ourselves. We strive, we try, we act. Once you begin the process of becoming (unfolding to the truth of all that is, some call it the universe, source, god but it’s all you fyi) you throw away the “trying” part and it gets super easy to just be and allow (it really does I promise). I know now that my transparency is needed because someone out there is trying to damn hard. So let me be the beacon of freedom for you.

This week, I had a the best evening with two amazing sisters. As we sat and fully allowed ourselves to be the funny silly creatures we are and the most #mazing idea was born. Along with our creative adventure, we also discovered that holy shat the world needs to lighten the Duck up.

We attach ourselves to what others think of us. Even dumber than that is that we think others think something about us. I have not, nor care to think that anyone gives a shat about what I say or do because I am far too busy over here having fun, enjoying my own discovery of self. This is what I wish for the world. Get so caught up in what drives you, light yourself on fire and be brave enough to be walking flames. You can’t be fire and the extinguisher. Stop putting out your own flames.

As my mentor Faro says,

“Stop telling yourself a story of what you think is happening. The story does not exist.”

Here’s the truth babe, you will always be the best version of you. You may change things as you discover them, but as of right now in this very moment, you are the best you possible. No other moment exist for you to compare yourself to, so stop and relax. There is no need to complicate anything. It’s all perfect. My soul sister MomA always says “all is well” but I am upgrading to “all is ducking perfect”.

So here’s what I ask of you today, find a reason to laugh please. We are the most ridiculous (aka #redonk) creatures. We spend so much time stuffing our lives with things. We stuff our mouths with food, our brains with knowledge, our homes with trinkets, our heads with other people's opinions and the air with noise. What the duck for? Why? Calm your tits and take a break from it all.

Let’s get real. No one really knows what the duck they are doing. Everyone is trying to accomplish something. What if, we all stopped for a day and just did something that made us laugh? Would the globe fall off it’s axel? Unless you believe it’s flat, then would this pancake we call earth dry up? Nope, it wouldn’t. But I think your day would better.

Instead of trying to prove, trying to be enlighten, or promoted, or loved, or rich, or famous, or blah blah blah … let go. Stop being so serious. Let’s have some fun shall we?

I'm off to buy a unicorn onesie, anyone want to come with?

Love you. Madly.

Christine